The Mystery Of My Life

My heart is hurting;

All of me;

I can't take so much pain;

I can't live anything

I wish I could find a way

To make it ease

But this forceful pressure

Is all the burden

And there is nothing else

There was nothing else;

Pure manipulation;

And I wish I could see it then

And not let them label myself wrongly

But I saw it now

And I will reverse it

I'm hurting all over;

And it hurts even more

That no one can see it

But it comforts me

That some know

How did they do this to me?

And why?

Without my consent

For a second time

I will never rest;

I will never stop searching;

Until I learn

What exactly happened

Who gives them the right

To do such things?

And smile like they did nothing?

Be invisible and disappear?

They do not deserve anything

I'm hurting;

And I'm crying sometimes;

It's shooting me inside

I try to be calm;

To not let it affect me

And think clearly;

To act normally;

Nothing else can save me

I won't let them win

With these evil graphics

Now that I'm solving

The mystery of my life